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Current Music:Celtic Woman - Someday
Time:05:41 pm
Current Mood:depresseddepressed
Behind the wretched skies
Behind the toxic fumes
The walls caving in on us
Was your reverie

Always your dreams taking us away to dulcet fantasy
We didn't know what we were supposed to do with this
love growing from shared promises and fate

Hands bathing in the sweetest touch of our dreams
That seems
in a blink
never ending
But soon as the swans were ripped from their placid place upon still waters
The skies opened
Winter came in but a moment
Tormenting the winds with frigid tendrils
Beating us down to where the sun no longer shines
Where the pedals of our roses ice over and ash away with a single breeze
Carrying the ugly stench of death

A love fallen victim
No longer able to see that fantasy

Lost on the way to perfection
a journey to fall victim to
a path we did not see
Pulling us apart...our fingers plucked outward
Broken left to dangle lifeless....hopeless

..... I'm sorry.
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Current Music:Michael Whalen - Two as One
Subject:the shape of his face
Time:12:00 am
Current Mood:sadsad
Stay quietly my love
Stay above dancing in the clouds
Laughing within a misty breeze
Captured in a perfect rose
Your face, shining from the sun
Warming my soul
Languid arms around me
Keeping me sound
Stay quietly my love
Stay above dancing in the clouds
Stay as you are
and as you were
Perfect rose
How I yearn for you
Always alone
The sky above darkening with the irrefutable passing of time
How I wish for you
In the sky my flower
Raining down upon me your warmth once more
Stay as I gaze upon you
Stay as I remember you
Stay always and forever
My Rose.
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Current Music:Rob Zombie - American Witch
Subject:AHAHAHA so true
Time:04:29 pm
Current Mood:amusedamused
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Subject:before after and someplace inbetween
Time:10:34 pm
Current Mood:blahblah
Is there anything new?
New in my heart
new in my soul...
Born before the earth knew life
A being with eons of memories
trapped in this thing called...


As an after thought on it all... The Last Samurai still brings me to tears... damn you.
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Current Music:Yo-Yo Ma - Green Destiny
Subject:cyanide tears
Time:11:39 pm
Current Mood:highhigh
cyanide dripping in my eyes.....
I've got more drugs running through my broken veins than you could even count
I laughed when you cried
I lived while you died
I relished in the pain that dripped from your endless wounds

clawing at the dirt above you
I kept shoveling it all in
clouding your world over with the noxious fog of my laughter
I witnessed you fighting for another breath of life
inhaling the cyanide of your tears

broken and beaten I laughed at you gripping to the edges
slippery with the newest flow of your gurgling vomit
falling over the edge seized from the fall into oblivion by the parts of my latest victim
a comfort for a landing on things that oozed with liquids far more macabre
than what a single cyanide tear could kill.
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Current Location:under water
Time:02:38 pm
Current Mood:aggravatedaggravated
It's been raining here since Tuesday... and it's now Sunday.... and until Saturday of next week... it's going to rain in various forms from a light mist to sever downfalls. Until last week Mass as a state was low on the water scale of about 6 inches, now like everyfuckingplace on the North Shore is FLOODED! AND... AND! we can get up to ANOTHER 6 inches of rain till it ends. Do you know how much it FUCKING SUCKS TO WALK A DOG IN THIS SHIT?!?!?!?!?!? DO YOU?!!!... a lot. My sneakers are getting soaked 4-5 times a day. I am going to need a new pair after this... and probably a jet ski as opposed to an ark, fuck the animals I just don't wanna get wet any-fucking-MORE!

Please feel free to leave donations for a jet ski.
Thank you...
And those of you who get to see the sun in the next seven days... I FUCKING HATE YOU AND HOPE YOU DIE! <3
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Current Music:D'espairsray - Yami Ni Furu Kiseki
Subject:Me and my new glasses are cam whores
Time:06:19 pm
Current Mood:blahblah
Ph33R my webcam that is on it's last legsCollapse )
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Subject:Tofu mishap leads to retard moment of the day
Time:06:24 pm
Current Mood:embarrassedembarrassed
I hate when you've been chopping up tofu cubes to throw into miso soup and you get some under your nail, however you do not realize this till much later. However, when the tofu is found under said nail it looks like a big boogie. So here I am astounded that something that big could have gotten out on it's own -and- under my nail. Course it takes me a few moments of inquiry of said substance to figure out, oh! it's tofu from earlier!

Thus my retard moment for the day, mistaking tofu for a big snot under my nail.
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Current Music:Staind - Schizophrenic Conversations
Subject:I R KAN C
Time:11:59 pm
Current Mood:blahblah
I took new pics of me with glassesCollapse )
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Current Music:Staind - Right Here
Subject:Go......no stay, Everything Changes
Time:12:23 am
Current Mood:highhigh
Run away...please
Go...quick before I change my mind
and beg you to stay

I haven't fought so hard in my life
for a love that I didn't even know
The bruises and blood soaked soul
just a minor inconvenience if you were to be in my arms

Lost along the sky
I closed my eyes
and prayed for your breath

just a memory away

I didn't want to fight that hard
please forgive me if I lost your love
Could we have even stayed together
through the masses of thorns

Go...please stay
follow me to heaven
and dream the impossible dream

I am still the mess you left behind
A broken soul and tortured love
Carried away on the wind as you walked away
and my wounds never healed

Everything here
sifting through the ashes
your eyes staring at me from behind a cinder

Wasn't it funny how we ran
The clouds still following us as we hid
Clawing away the things that bind me to this world
Singing me away and I know

everything changes
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