?

Log in

[icon] Tired of disposability - My Tangled Web
View:Recent Entries.
View:Archive.
View:Friends.
View:Profile.
View:Website (S h e I s T h e D a r k n e s s).

Current Music:Staind - Falling
Current Location:Kyo's nightmare
Security:
Subject:Tired of disposability
Time:11:06 pm
Current Mood:crappycrappy
With my status of hate I defied you
mentally wrapped around your broken promises
Abandoned in the hope that I was strong enough
to let go
to say good-bye
to forget all that you were
and all that you never will be

Amongst the ire
I resisted you
but beneath the fists balled tight enough
to draw blood
Were the softest touches of silk
bathed in a deluge of butterfly kisses

Words encapsulated in your breath
told of gay tales
and magical moments
As a child I listened
I gazed to you as a guide
A hand to follow through the maze that is
love.
I relied upon you
to hold me from falling
from saying farewell
and all I ever asked
The Truth.

Turned upon
A stave through my very soul
lifting me up as a prized kill
A toy to string up
and dawdle with as if I were a mere puppet.
Don't I have a say in this
invisible love
Do I get no word on fate?
Am I to follow through on this path of pain and void
Am I to suffer in your memory for always?
For always....
the truth of a broken promise coursing through me
poisoning my last fiber of being

Decaying again in your arms of fantasy
I weep dusting tears
and fall victim to this humanity
as I fade away into oblivion.
comments: Leave a comment Previous Entry Share Next Entry

[icon] Tired of disposability - My Tangled Web
View:Recent Entries.
View:Archive.
View:Friends.
View:Profile.
View:Website (S h e I s T h e D a r k n e s s).